I have been your lovable lil’ fuck up for far too long.
I do all I can but its never good enough.
Not this way “fuck up”, that way

I don’t know why I allowed this to go on for so long.
I live with your feeling of inadequacy
Why do you stay?
Love is one thing but I seem to be your anguish.

You tell me I’m family
But why do I feel like an outsider.
You shut me out whenever you feel.
I remain open to you at all times.

Why do you remain?
Have I been kept on a string?
How do you see me when you close your eyes at night?

I’m just tired of it all
Enough is enough
I’m gotdamn tired
Of being your lovable lil’ fuck up