I think this decision is coming at the most appropriate time…the end of the planting sun and the beginning of the clearing sun.

I have decided that I am no longer allowing anyone to get close to me…ever again. I don’t know why I’ve chosen this life but this is the year where I say…no more. I do not wish to repeat this cycle. If I have to I rather come back as an animal or a plant, and hopefully one in which is not reachable by humans.

I imagine there are men and women out there who have gone through far worse than I have but I don’t know whats wrong with me but I’m so sensitive and I’ve just decided to not go through this shit anymore because eventually it’ll tear me to pieces.

No More…Fear Asherah Amyas.