What is this hold you have on my heart?

What is this thing my heart does when we’re apart?

My heart flutters…as to unite with you.

Does it long for the words left unsaid, for the things we didn’t do?

Am I alone in this?

Or do you feel it too?

I wish I knew the source

It hurts too much to let things run its course.

Yes my heart gives me away

Each time I remember the day you chose not to stay.

My heart flutters…but it will always hold true

The Love and feelings I still have for you.

Author's Note

A person’s heart is such a fragile thing and I will never understand why we don’t take more care. Getting over Leo is the one of the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. I’d imagine it’s the equivalent to a mother having a child, Spirit allowing her to Love the child for 2 or 3 years and someone snatching the baby out of her arms and running off never to be seen again. That Love, that connection is still there…it doesn’t go anywhere and I have to figure out how to let it go. Time doesn’t make it go away so that old saying, “Time heals all wounds” is so not true. Only we can heal the wounds that bind. I’ll have to pray about this, send the message to the Universe and say “please release me from it”. I’ve never done that…I think I’ll do that tonight.